Sunday, January 29, 2012

Acknowledging my Humanity (Balancing Confidence and Ego)

Along the way I’ve struggled with the balance between confidence and ego; the swing has been dramatic from timid uncertainty to egocentric confidence. Finding a comfortable middle ground has been a challenge—knowing who I am and what my skills are without being proud or arrogant. I endeavor to recognize others for who they really are (looking beyond what they know, what position they hold, how intelligent they are, how much they earn) while striving to see them as equals—recognizing their humanity and their place in the cosmos and acknowledging that it is the same as mine.

In order to come to this place of comfortable equality, I’ve discovered that I must acknowledge my smallness, viewing honestly the tiny blip in time that is my life, recognizing my insignificance when compared to God and eternity; and, at the same time, recognizing my greatness—my ability to bend the ear of the God of the universe and realizing that I have a part in His timeless plan.

Everyone human being is small and great in equal parts when viewed in the context of God. And it is only with this eternal viewpoint—the recognizing and acknowledging my smallness and greatness—that I am able to view everyone as equal. It is only in this picture of humanity that I am able to boldly and humbly approach the throne of God. It is only in this context that I’m able to view everyone I meet in the proper perspective. It is only with this viewpoint that I can push aside my ego, yet retain my quiet confidence—assured of my place in the family of God.

So join me as I look to God, instead of this world, to measure the value of myself and others. Join me as I allow these truths to be the driving force in my relationship with God and my fellow man. Join me as I embrace God’s truth, allowing Him to change my small, earthly thoughts into thoughts that reflect His perfect love.

Final Thought: It is only in the acceptance of my humanity that I can see others in their proper context.

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